Is the 'Real Love' comes to your door once?















I wanted to take a break from exploring myself years and write about the love story of my life. During my teenager years we were three best buddies were discussing love. We were trying to answer these two questions;

'Is Love at first sight possible?'
'Is there only one real love in your life?'

After around 15 years I am still not sure. Love makes me confused; it is very hard to say I love you these days but it should not. After my Lone Star disaster I had another relation which survived 10 months. At that moment I was so close to loose my faith in real love. I was lost; I was confused and Heart Broken.

I went back home and feeling really depressed trying to find a way out but I was not believing that I can find someone so close to my home,even in my hometown.

One night I receive a phone call it was only after a month I was back home. A Bear Group was inviting me to a gathering in my hometown. I said why not and went to the pub.

That night I also experience one of my most emberassing moment of my life. I went to the pub and not sure what was I thinking I went straight to a table which looked like a table of Bears!

Hello
They said Hello
I said ' Are you expecting anyone' and that moment all the guys looked at me like a freak that was a wrong table...

I was so emberrased I left the pub and called the phone number I was given as a contact and I start watching all the tables whose phone was ringing and then someone start to look for his mobile in his backpack. That is my future hubby....

I went to the table told my emberrasing story and after that we decided to go to another pub in the city by taxi. 5 people but 4 seats. So my hubby shared the seat with me that physical touch changed everything it was end of August 2001. It will be 5 years in 2 months; and I know it is Love it goes stronger and sweeter every passing day...