A.L.S Years... After Lone Star

Arriving to Lone Star Bar in San Francisco made something strange to my life something good i suppose something real, like a good slap on my face.

It was afternoon I went inside very shy and nervous; luckily the bartender was friendly to make me feel comfortable. He draw me a map of what to see in the city and told me which hours is better to be at Lone Star.He also gave me the best coffee I ever had in a bar like that. He said it is 'South Park' night tonight. It was an unmissable offer I would not miss Cartman in Lone Star.

That was weird enough to come and see anyways I did not know anyone in the city and did not know anywhere other than my cheap hostel, Bear Shop and The Lone Star.

After hours of walking around the city it was time to change and go for an experience. I tried to look as smart as I can and I found my way back to Lone Star. It was a nice crowd and seriously South Park was on TV. Like a movie moment someone came inside I was sitting at the bar turned my head and that was it... a sweet man walked in make my heart beat in a marathon rhytm.

As a shy person and who was trying to find himself the real himself it seemed impossible to go and talk to the guy.He was late 40's with a leather jacket and a warm smile.

I decided to choose the easy way and drink some beer fast to relax; after a couple of beers finally I said what could I loose and went next to him and said

Hi...

Sweet man was sweeter than I thought he started to talk right away ; his name is Mathieu and he make me feel so relaxed and peaceful as I never feel before and this happened in a very short period. All of a sudden we found ourselves spending the night together for a closet virgin it was a big big step.

He told me that he is with his bike and need to go home to pick his car up for a safe journey I said sure why not but as soon as he leaves I start to feel very odd I was thinking if he would not come back again. Legs shaking and my heart wanted to write how i feel on paper napkins after 4 paper napkins full I could not wait more and decided to go outside and wait.

5 mintutes of foggy cold around midnight I saw him around the corner waving with a killer smile.

I need a break to remember the details of that night which was before 6 years feels like 16 years...